Echoes of Oria
Chapter 1
I was dead for three minutes.
Long enough to miss a network meeting that could’ve made me famous. Long enough for someone to call an ambulance. Not long enough to stay dead.
The fact that I didn’t stay dead didn’t make life any easier.
After twenty-eight days in a middle-of-the-road rehab facility where the food was forgettable and the group therapy was worse, I, Cora Beane, sit in hell.
Okay. Maybe “hell” is too strong a word for “back in your hometown with your tail between your legs,” but it felt accurate.
As soon as we passed the Welcome to Oria sign, something in the base of my skull started to hum. It only got stronger as my dad drove me through town. In the center of it all, the courthouse loomed above the town like it always had, four stories of limestone and arrogance topped with another four stories of clock tower on top of that. It rose out of the hilltop square like over compensation for an architect’s shortcomings, casting long shadows that moved across the town like a sundial for the damned.
We passed the folksy, Basque inspired buildings surrounding the courthouse, the painted ladies and prairie-style mansions and headed into the post-war neighborhood, crowded with modest ranch style homes and average families. I leaned forward and said, “You missed your turn.”
“Some things have changed,” my dad said, calm as ever behind the wheel, his British accent still incongruously crisp against the backdrop of small-town Texas.
“You guys moved?” I asked. Not quite a question. I’d actually been looking forward to seeing the old house again. Three-bedroom, 1960s ranch with a converted garage. Nothing fancy, but it was home.
“Indeed,” he said. “About ten years ago, your mother had Wade set up a website for her readings.”
Oof. That one landed. I didn’t even know they’d moved. That’s how far I’d slipped off the radar.
I expected him to turn into one of those soulless little neighborhoods where every third house is beige. But then the driveway kept going. Circular. Landscaped. Gated.
We pulled up to a massive McMansion-ish thing with columns, balconies, the whole suburban Versailles starter pack.
He parked in a three-bay garage and shut off the ignition with a deep sigh—the kind of sigh that says, I’ve been waiting a long time to say this out loud.
“This is all your mother,” he said, still crisp and British like he’d just walked off the set of a BBC crime drama. “She’s made quite a name for herself in the last decade.”
“Damn,” I said. “I guess the fortune-telling business is good.”
“You’ve no idea,” he muttered, and led me through a breezeway into a kitchen that could host a Food Network competition.
The air smelled of paprika and garlic—Mom’s chicken paprikash, a recipe passed down through generations of Romanian women. The scent hit me like a memory I didn’t know I still had.
I barely registered the pristine marble countertops before I caught sight of something familiar—my grandmother Baba Vi’s Airstream trailer sitting like a silver tumor in the otherwise flawless backyard. I smiled. Some family traditions were sacred, even with all this new money.
My mother, however, had gotten an upgrade. Sofia Beane’s curls were glossier, her jewelry louder, and her wardrobe more expensive than I remembered. She greeted me with a half hug, then leveled me with the look. The you-will-not-dodge-this-conversation look that had unnerved countless clients over the years.
“So, Mom,” I said, pivoting hard. “Nice place.”
“Thank you,” she said, with just a hint of Romanian in her husky voice. “The internet business is booming.”
“How do you tell fortunes over the internet?” I asked, half teasing her and half serious. In truth, my mother was a real deal psychic—not the parlor trick variety, but the genuine article. The Beane women had always had the gift, passed down from mother to daughter since they left Romania generations ago. My mother could touch someone and see their past, present, and futures unfolding like pages in a book.
All except me, who got the bargain basement version.
“Oh, Cora.” She said, not taking the bait. “What were you thinking?”
“Right into it, then?” I said. “I wasn’t thinking.”
Which was the truth. Most of my life had been a series of choices made on autopilot. Until that night in college when I opened my mouth and everything changed.
It was a dorm party. UCLA. Cheap beer. Bad lighting. I was drunk and loud when I blurted, “The locket is on top of the china cabinet.”
The room went still.
A tiny, porcelain-doll-looking girl stared at me across the couch. “What did you just say?”
I repeated it. She burst into tears and left.
Next day, her older sister—Allison Cantrell—showed up in my dorm room dressed like the afterlife had a dress code: designer cream and tan, no hair out of place. She asked how I’d known about the locket.
I told her I didn’t know. Told her about The Whispers—what Baba called my miniscule gift. That I wasn’t like my mom or Baba Vi with their visions and premonitions. Just the occasional voice in my head when something really wanted to be heard.
Allison wasn’t bothered. In fact, she invited me to meet some people. Dropped her card and vanished like a fairy godmother with a booking agent.
After that, college became optional. I was working parties, reading for producers’ wives, schmoozing at influencer brunches. Booze helped. Downers helped more. The whispers got louder when I numbed everything else, a secret I kept from my family.
By the time I overdosed, I was on the verge of getting my own show. One network meeting away from becoming Hollywood’s favorite psychic trainwreck.
That night, I’d killed two bottles of wine, popped a few extra Xanax, and took something I couldn’t pronounce from a well-meaning assistant.
My heart stopped. The EMTs restarted it. I came back.
During those three minutes of clinical death, the whispers had been deafening—a chorus of voices calling a name that wasn’t mine. I never told anyone about that part.
Allison ghosted me. Rehab was beige and smelled like disinfectant. Everything I owned went back to the agency.
And now, here I was—back in Texas with the same ratty rucksack I’d left with.
That was the condensed version I gave my mom.
“Gadje,” she spat, the Romany word for outsiders carrying all her contempt for the Hollywood types who’d used me. “It’s good that you’re home. But no more drugs.” She pointed a polished fingernail at me like a wand.
“Deal,” I said. I would tell God to his or her face that I wasn’t an addict. I didn’t feel like an addict, anyway. It occurred to me in rehab that if it were true that I wasn’t an addict, then I was just stupid. That stung worse than anything else.
Baba Vi swept into the room like a whirlwind in a silk caftan, trailing the scent of sage and tobacco. She lowered her wiry frame onto the couch beside me, wrapped her arms around me, stroked my hair.
“You are home now,” she said in her thick eastern European accent. “You are safe.”
The way she said it made me wonder if she meant safe from myself—or from something else. The Beane women had always known things others didn’t. Had they seen something coming?
Mom broke the moment, steering me toward the stairs. “She is not a child anymore, Baba. Let her rest. You’ll feel better in the morning,” she told me.
I already felt fine, but I didn’t argue. Solitude sounded better than therapy.
The bedroom surprised me. Not a trace of my mother’s usual over-the-top style. No jewel tones, no oversized art or gilded mirrors. Just an antique black iron bed frame, dark green walls, and a white comforter that looked too clean to touch. Minimal. Unexpected. A soft landing.
I kicked off my black low-tops and crawled beneath the covers. The mattress dipped under me like it knew what I needed.
Through the window, I caught a slice of the courthouse tower—its silhouette long and dark against the last light of dusk. The shadow reached toward the house like a pointing finger.
That low hum I’d felt earlier, somewhere between a vibration and a memory, returned. Fainter now. Softer. Almost like a lullaby.
I didn’t know if it was in the air or in my bones. Didn’t care. I let it carry me down. And I dreamed.
Oddly, I knew it was a dream.
I was back at the old house, waking up in my old bed with Care Bears sheets. Looking down, I had to be about eight. Those yellow footie pajamas with the cartoon giraffe. Mom had tried to make me give them up on my eighth birthday. I’d refused. Eventually, she’d cut the feet out because I wouldn’t surrender them.
I rose from the bed. Grabbed my teddy bear. Went down the hall.
Dad had installed night lights along the path to the bathroom for my brother and me. I moved further down the shag carpeted hall. Into the shabby but comfortable living room. Light spilled from under the swinging kitchen door.
I continued past the massive console TV and pushed the squeaky door open.
My Nana Grace, my father’s mother, sat in the breakfast nook. Dad had built a booth setup for meals so he and mom could share the dining room as a home office.
Nana drank her tea under the glaring light. Her rich mahogany skin nearly glowed to my young eyes. I’d only met her a few times as a child—she lived in England—but I’d always liked her.
“Hallo, love,” she said, her voice lyrical.
“Hi, Nana.” My little voice squeaked.
She patted the cushion beside her. I crawled up on the booth’s bench seat.
“What are you doing here?” I asked in my child’s voice.
“You called me here.”
Another teacup and saucer appeared on the formica tabletop. Beautiful, delicate china. White with reddish pink floral design. Gold accents along the scalloped edges. She poured tea from a matching pot, then plopped in a sugar cube and cream.
“Of course, I would have liked to have seen the new house,” she said. “Maybe you’ll dream me there next time.”
“I’ll try.” I took a dainty sip, mirroring her.
She frowned at me over her cup. “What’s bothering you, Cora?”
I blew out a long sigh. “What’s not bothering me, Nana?” My eight-year-old voice complained. “I ruined my life.”
I launched into the full story of how I wound up back home.
After I’d spilled my guts, she refilled her cup. “Can we talk as adults?” she asked. “Frankly, it’s hard for me to look at my baby grandchild and speak about such things.”
My mind must have agreed. My dream body suddenly grew. Adult-sized. Wearing the tank-top and black jeans I’d passed out in.
“Better?” I asked.
“Better.”
Her brown eyes swam with unshed tears. She looked away and wiped them with a linen napkin.
It hadn’t occurred to me—she’d never seen me as an adult. She’d passed away suddenly when I was around the same age as my child dream self.
I actually favored her a lot. Her body type was dead on. I’d always assumed I got the skinny genes from Baba Vi. But where Baba was tall and willowy with big boobs and no butt, Nana Grace was shorter. About my height, 5’7″. Thin but solid-looking with small breasts and a little more butt.
I also had her skin—not the color (mine was much lighter), but the texture. Every makeup artist who’d ever worked on me asked what I did to my skin. When I confessed I did nothing but wash with soap and water, they’d tell me how lucky I was.
“Listen,” she said once the tears were gone and her stiff upper lip was back in place. “Your life is going to be so much more than some television program. This is your do-over, love. Your chance to right your life.”
I started to protest. She continued, inspirational speech mode fully engaged.
“And don’t let anyone tell you what you should be doing or where you should go. You do what you know is right. What has to be done.”
She took another sip of tea. A long silence stretched between us.
“Tell your mother that I said to get your hair done,” she finally said. “It’s looking ragged around the edges.”